Lost Boys
So am I lost.
When I walk around
aimlessly,
To you I appear lost.
I’m not you.
I would never have
that desire.
Being chained to a
wall like a yellow canary.
Chirping when there
is a lack of air.
You suffocate me.
I’ve only been lost
once.
When that canary died
I became lost.
I almost didn’t make
it out.
You slowly choked the
life force out of me.
Till swam out of your
grasp.
It was like breathing
air for the first time.
I wander because I
can,
Not because I’m lost.
See me for who I am.
Trust me it could be
worse.
I know who I am.
Do you know who I am.
I’m an entity unto
all my own.
I'm not sure if this is about anyone in specific but I have a feeling it's about my ex bestfriend. If it is this correlates to when I was dumped and she said I'm afraid you'll amount to nothing because you hung around him. I am my own entity and I march to my own beat through life.It also could correlate to how I just wander when I'm out at night, like I'm lost but I just like to people watch and take it all in.